Anonymous asked: You're gonna be okay.
Nothing is certain
After almost ending it all today, I’ve officially decided to move out. I found a $350 one bed one bath rental by a lake in downtown, all I need is a partner is crime. Staying in this house will put in me the morgue, literally. I was so close today. I was so close I couldn’t even function. I couldn’t even focus…I just collapsed on the shower floor and watched the blood trickle down my hand and down the drain. I couldn’t breathe for about a minute, and whenever I was able to again, my breaths came out weak and exasperated. I can no longer live here. I still haven’t settled down.